Thursday, September 24, 2015

like a river

mighty force flowing, unhindered
tearing apart dams, planks, stuck in hidden places
carving hope-filled canyons, 
quenching dry ground, craving more
filling holes left behind with cascading and healing balm
gently trickling, 
tickling memories long forgotten
powerfully falling, 
cutting through ancient stone heart
uncovering the rawest and most natural of created things
dislodging arrows that pierce deeply
stripped off dragon-skin, fleshy wounds exposed,
vulnerable soul caressed, made whole, 
smoothed into the image of Peace Himself that exists in Life-giving liquid

stand underneath the force of Truth
surrender to it
drown in it
breath in Life
lungs fill to overflowing
heart… bursting

be brave small one,
jump

-debbie dezutter 
9/11/15


Friday, August 14, 2015

Ma Mary's House

****Update-- We did it! Raised all the money needed to start Ma Mary's foundation. Thanks to all who gave and prayed.****


If you know me, if you have talked to me at any time over the last 7 years, then it is likely you have heard me rave about Ma Mary. (In fact, I recently wrote another blog about Mary, you can read that here.) Mary is my Liberian Ma-- but she is SO MUCH MORE-- she is a prayer warrior, Liberian chef extraordinaire, and a cultural advocate. She has been the glue that holds Orphan Relief and Rescue (ORR) together in all circumstances. Over the years ORR has hosted countless guests, Ma Mary is always behind the scenes. Yes, she cooks, but she also finds the best deals at the market, cleans, organizes, facilitates, accommodates and prays non-stop. If you have ever visited the ORR team house in Liberia, I guarantee that Mary has not only filled your belly, she has filled your heart as well as covered you in prayers. She has gracefully welcomed so many into our home, now is the time for us to help her to have a home of her own. 




Currently Mary lives in a house that is not hers. She saved for years and was able to buy some land. Land-business is tricky in Liberia. Even though she holds the deed, until something is built on the land she is at risk of loosing it. It will cost about $5000 to build the foundation of her house. This stage of building needs to be done all at once so the foundation is strong and even. After the foundation is set Mary can continue to build on it as she is able. It would take her a VERY LONG TIME to save the amount needed for the foundation. We can help her with this. She deserves it.



My plea is to everyone who has ever met Mary, everyone who has eaten her food, everyone who has been blessed by her prayers, (or by hearing her story here)-- Please help! If we all give a little I know we can do this. Follow this link to the donation page. (It is tax deductible!) Thanks!


Mary in the kitchen.


Wednesday, December 10, 2014

The Ebola-fighters.


Today TIME magazine announced their "person of the year." The honor this year goes to a group of people who continue to work, continue to risk their lives, continue to sacrifice their time-- the Ebola-fighters. Ebola is still here. Even though we don't hear much about it in America anymore, the fight for life continues in West Africa. Thank you TIME for your timely reminder that Ebola is still in town.

The Ebola-fighters. This video brought tears to my eyes. Thank you to all who have and continue to serve the poorest of the poor, the neediest of the needy. It is not a pretty job, but your life choices are making a difference.

Friday, October 31, 2014

"God is answering our prayers!"

I just got off the phone with my Liberian Ma, Mary. I do not have the words to describe how much this woman means to me. Throughout my years in Liberia she was my confidant, teacher, chef, shoulder-to-cry-on, cultural interpreter, prayer warrior, movie-watching-buddy and friend. I miss her more that anyone else I know in Liberia, sometimes so much it hurts. So, when I heard her giggling, happy voice this morning over the scratchy phone line, my heart was happy. I was talking to her from the cozy comfort of my American bed-- she is in the middle of a war-zone-- yet I could hear the light in her voice and it lit me up all these thousands of miles away. 

Mary and I together in the streets of Monrovia in 2012.

Mary and I talked for just a few minutes-- she assured me that even though she had to move to a different community because of so many people dying of Ebola in her own, she was safe and healthy. She even had a friend from church die of Ebola and now her entire family is in quarantine. She said that the Liberian president made an announcement this week that "Ebola is reducing in Liberia" and that "God is answering our prayers." Yet she went on to discuss how Liberians need to continue to be vigilant in keeping up health and sanitary standards so that this outbreak does not see a resurgence. She said that even though rainy season is coming to an end and the hot Liberian sun is burning down, everyone in Liberia is wearing long sleeves and pants to keep safe.

This is the story of so many in West Africa right now. I love that Mary can see the hope in the middle of the storm. In faith, she is praising God for answered prayers even as people she knows, her own life, continues to be affected by this disease. She can see the big picture, the thing I have to keep telling myself-- God is bigger than Ebola. 

The WHO did announce this week that the number of Ebola infections in Liberia seems to be slowing. But this does not mean we stop our vigilant prayers, miracles are still needed and this fight is not over. But today, I choose to rejoice with Ma Mary-- God is answering our prayers!

Thursday, October 23, 2014

something scarier than ebola

I have been quietly sitting back these last few weeks-- watching the world react to the latest Ebola news-- at times frustrated, at times entertained, at times humiliated. It is mind-blowing to me, how uninformed, dis-compassionate, and judgmental people can be. We are talking about our human family here. West Africa... South Africa... Canada... Europe... America...Texas... all are human beings, members of a global family. We bleed the same and hurt the same and care the same and are all equally vulnerable to a microscopic organism that has the world on alert. But there is something scarier than the Ebola virus. Something that is taking the world by storm and unfortunately up to this point, I would say it is winning.

FEAR.

Four little letters that when joined together bring panic, judgement, and rash behaviors.

Fear is scarier than Ebola. We can not let an epidemic of fear paralyze us. Jeremy Writebol, the son of Ebola survivor, Nancy Writebol, said, "Compassion must proceed fear." Yes! Ebola is scary, but we have the tools to combat it. Reacting in fear and panic makes things worse, not better. In fact, I would strongly argue that, reacting in fear and panic is when the most awful mistakes are made. As a nurse I am trained in critical thinking, in standing back and assessing a situation, in gathering the needed data and acting on it in a practical way. Sometimes (most times) you don't have the answer or know how things are going to turn out, but you cautiously walk forward. When we are truly knowledgeable about a situation-- not flying off the hype of the most recent panic-inducing news report-- that is when we can react in confidence. We know there is a risk. We know there is a big scary world out there. But we don't have to react in fear. Fear is not going to fix anything.

I've said it here before and I still believe it-- God is bigger than Ebola. The Bible says that, "perfect love drives out fear." If you find yourself drowning in fear today, I urge you to ask God for help. If you are not comfortable with that, ask me, or a friend you trust to pray with/for you. Worry and fear do not add a single minute to your life. Walk forward in the knowledge that God is in control. Even if it feels that way, the world is not spinning uncontrollably.

Get the facts, make a plan, be cautious and take precautions, but do not let fear be the controlling factor in your life.

Below are some related links--

Don't let this guy's quirky style distract you, he's got some good things to say--
Ebola: What IS Terrifying (video)

Don't Worry, Be Rational: Why Extreme Fear of Ebola is Bad For Your Health

Threats to Americans, ranked (by actual threat instead of media hype)



Tuesday, October 21, 2014

the latest radio and TV links to Ebola info

Listen here to hear the latest from Orphan Relief and Rescue in Liberia. (My Liberian Ma, Mary, is even interviewed!)


 Here is a first hand look at a day in the life of an ebola ambulance worker in Monrovia, Liberia.

My friend, Kent Bubbs Jr, was interviewed on Canadian TV about his role and thoughts on Liberia.

And I absolutely loved this news anchor's response to the ebola panic in America!

Wednesday, October 8, 2014

Stop the Traffic!


I just want to take a moment to address another great need in West Africa. It is not one that we are hearing much about these days. Getting buried under all the ebola news is an ongoing problem-- In Benin children are being sold into slavery... by their parents. Desperate mothers and fathers, at the end of their rope with no money or way to provide for their children, are doing the unthinkable. Convinced that they are doing the only thing they can to save their family, they are selling their children to into slavery for mere pennies.

Orphan Relief and Rescue has an anti-trafficking team that is out in these villages, educating and advocating for these vulnerable children. Officially they are not orphans, but they need to be rescued. Our team there has identified 160 children who are at risk for being trafficked right now. We have been able to raise enough money to save some, but 114 of these children are still at risk today. If we can not find the money to help them, next week they may be gone forever.

Only $360 can save a child from slavery for a year. This will keep them with their family, well fed and in school. For only about a dollar a day you can literally save a life.

Please consider helping.

Tuesday, October 7, 2014

The orphan crisis in West Africa is growing.

Below is Orphan Relief and Rescue's response to the growing orphan crisis in West Africa. Please join in praying with us for wisdom in how to combat this need and serve the vulnerable. Thank you.


Orphans of the Ebola crisis: Why our job in Liberia is growing

Yes, we are still in Liberia, even with the Ebola crisis. Children still need to be fed and taken care of, and we are not about to ever abandon them. We have over 120 children that we are feeding on a daily basis, and there are an additional 100 kids from our graduated orphanage homes that, though self-sufficient, are still part of our regular check-up schedule so we can ensure they also have what they need to be protected. Our mission continues to remain strong, even in the face of crisis.

Our Liberian staff are doing an amazing job making sure all the children on our programs continue to get the care they need to be healthy. We are so grateful for that. We call them daily, and not one of them is feeling alone through this. Our Liberian employees and children all know they are a part of the ORR family and because of them being taken care of, they are able to help their neighbors and those around them as well. We have been keeping everyone stocked with food, diapers, formula, bleach, sanitizing materials, medicine and many other necessary items to ensure everyone has what they need to be safe and protected.

There are many needy kids that have or will become orphaned due to Ebola, and because of this, we know the magnitude of our job in Liberia is only going to grow. We are now in conversation with key people to prepare for the big influx of children who are and will soon be coming into the system due to losing parents. Having a partnership already established with the Ministry of Health and Social Welfare with our Transitional Safe Home, we are the organization the government is already looking to for coming up with answers on how to help these children. This is no easy feat, as a place of quarantine has to be established before kids can safely be put into our Transitional Safe Home or another foster situation. We are putting plans together to safely and lovingly care for those who have just lost parents and who are coming into the social welfare system.

More than ever, we need you to stand with us in these efforts to fight for these precious kids lives through this unbelievable hardship of loss in Liberia and the other nations affected. Extra donations towards these efforts are appreciated. Please consider giving today.

Written by Rebecca Pratt


Tuesday, September 30, 2014

Day #2 - Pray to End Ebola

As of today, the official death count is 3100 people who have died from Ebola.
In actuality the number is probably much higher.

DAY 2. Pray that God would intervene to end the Ebola crisis. Also, pray for courageous health workers who risk their lives to care for Ebola victims#praytoendebola

Here's an example of one  courageous health worker. I know Dr Zarway from my time in Liberia. She treated several friends of mine, even delivered a good friend's baby. In this article she explains-- "I'm a doctor, so we can't run away."

Monday, September 29, 2014

Hope

The news coming out of West Africa continues to be devastating. The number of deaths and projected deaths from ebola is climbing exponentially. The global response is increasing slightly, but the needs still outweigh the help that is being offered. 

Somehow though, through all the bad reports and discouraging information, I have noticed a shift inside myself-- a glimmer of hope has infiltrated my soul. Where it used to feel hopeless and too heavy to bear, it now feels ever-so-slightly lighter.

"Let us hold unswervingly to the hope we profess, for He who promised is faithful"
Hebrews 10:23

I read an article about a woman who cared for her entire ebola-stricken family by herself. She fashioned her own protective garments and loved several of her family members back to health. It is stories like these-- human beings overcoming the odds, survival and love-- that boost my hope and help me to believe there is an end to all of this ugliness. 
Dr Rick is ebola free and back home with his family!!
In the midst of the danger and craziness, my friend Marthalyn gave birth to a healthy baby boy. After being turned away from the hospital, Small Andrew was born in the middle of night on Ma Mary's porch. It was a scary night for all, but thank God it ended joyously! (I don't have a picture of baby Andrew yet, the above picture is of Small Ashley, born a year and a half ago.)
Please join with countless around the world to pray an end to this vicious epidemic.
Day 1. Pray that God would intervene to end the Ebola crisis. Also, pray that victims of the Ebola virus who are sick and dying will have access to the treatment they need. #praytoendebola

Friday, September 12, 2014

Shining as lights...

Today I find myself sitting in the El Paso airport, sipping an overpriced, yet delicious coffee, and skimming the WHO's Ebola Response Roadmap as I wait for my flight home. 

Ebola has caused so much change. 

I should not linger too long on the changes in my own life. Instead of preparing to return to Liberia in a few weeks, I now feel commissioned with a new call to spread the word about the current situation there. To spread the word of the enormous and ever-growing needs. To spread stories of entire families that are dying and babies that are dying because their pregnant mothers can not find a hospital to have a c-section and friends of mine who are now refugees in their own country because their neighbors have ebola and children who are being orphaned and an entire region that is in a downward spiral, out of control. And all of it should be preventable. That's the worst part. It didn't have to get like this. 

Lives are changing in Liberia. The country was, as Liberians say, "coming up." Things were getting better, at least on the surface, for the country as it rebuilt after years of civil war. Children were graduating from high school and starting college-- now schools are closed indefinitely. Men were finding jobs, they were at least finding a way to make a little money each day and provide for their families-- now community quarantines are in order and the price of food has quadrupled. Women were starting to have dreams for their children's futures, for their own-- now everything has come to a standstill. 

The normal cadence of life and death-- greeting others with a handshake, a finger snap, crowded cars full of promise, caring for loved ones who are sick, gathering around the one who is lost-- everything has changed. The only thing on everyone's tongue is Ebola. Death and despair are everywhere. 

Thankfully, Liberians are survivors. They are fighters. As a nation, they have already survived war and hunger. They've struggled, but they've survived. I have to choose to believe they can survive this fight as well. It is a different fight. The enemy can not be seen. The enemy is not the ill person dying outside the clinic, but the invisible virus within. 

I also have to choose to believe, and claim it for all to hear, God is bigger than Ebola! He is bigger than the despair. He can pick this little country, the entire region, up out of this pit and bring restoration... healing... refreshing... peace. 

I believe God can move in ways that we do not understand. I believe He could speak the word and the Ebola virus would dissolve and be no more. I also believe that He uses us, He wants to use us in the process. He calls us to action, to help the hurting, to give, to pray. He builds us up and makes us stronger-- all of us-- through the process of taking steps of faith and choosing to believe. Choosing to act. Choosing to make changes that may not make sense or seem practical, yet lead to deeper faith, deeper fellowship of community. We need each other. And today, West Africa needs us.

Last Sunday I had the honor of sharing about the current situation in Liberia at my parent's church, Christ Community Church, in Alamogordo, NM. As I was preparing, God reminded me of a passage in Philippians (chap 2)--

"So if there is any encouragement in Christ, any comfort from love, any participation in the Spirit, any affection and sympathy, complete my joy by being of the same mind, having the same love, being in full accord and of one mind. Do nothing from selfish ambition or conceit, but in humility count others more significant than yourselves. Let each of you look not only to his own interests, but also to the interests of others. Have this mind among yourselves, which is yours in Christ Jesus, who, though he was in the form of God, did not count equality with God a thing to be grasped, but emptied himself, by taking the form of servant, being born in the likeness of men. And being found in human form, he humbled himself by becoming obedient to the point of death, even death on a cross."


We have been called to be united, to be of one mind, to look out for other's interests over our own (for Christ's sake)... even to death. I know that I don't live up to that, but I do not feel condemned by these verses, instead I feel encouraged to action (even a small action, like writing this blog).

The passage goes on to say—


"Do all things without grumbling or disputing, that you may be blameless and innocent, children of God without blemish in the midst of a crooked and twisted generation, among whom you shine as lights in the world..."

I think an entire book could be written of my grumbles and complaints alone. The current situation in West Africa puts my troubles into perspective, I have much to be thankful for. But, we do indeed live in a crooked and twisted generation. The problems of this world are not limited to West Africa-- Americans are being beheaded in Iraq, Christians are being tortured and imprisoned, countries are at war, diseases rage throughout the world, and there is so much more! Liberia is close to my heart and so it is where a lot of my thoughts and prayers go, but the point I want to make here is, are we shining like lights in the world? Wherever in the world we may be?

If my grumbling and complaining is all that others hear from me, the answer is no. I am scared for West Africa, it is not easy for me to hear the constantly horrific reports coming out of there. It is also hard for me to share it. I like to share good news, don't we all? Unfortunately, the news is not always good, yet I am called to share it the same. The world is a dark place, yet I am called to shine as a light to it. We all are.


Please shine with me today. Spread the word. Share this blog. Grab the hand of a loved one and pray together for those hurting in the world. Miracles can happen. We are part of it. 


"Be the change that you wish to see in the world." -Gandhi